*Tis tha season to be jolly*

hmm for some strange reason i cant seem to shake the festive joy of me, i am downloading carols(oops i mean bought them of course), singing songs on duty at camp and even contemplating buyin those santa hats and wearin them around...hmm lol this year xmas have so much planned wif my lovable frens and we even have a fixed rule of prezzies hahaha i cant wait, and as of today i have one week left to be a bladi teenager, i am gonna turn yuppie...perish the thought in my heart i am forever 18 ahhaha hmmm finalli 20 responsibility seems to be knocking harder and one day i might have to accept it in fully...gone are the carefree days of studyin(or at least acting like studyin)

I am realli confused and disppointed wif myself, i always prided myself on my ability to read into people but time and time again now i am seeing people change and i realli dont seem to know any1 animore people seem to be surprising me all the time and i hope things stay constant for a while for me to do some damage control and get back on the bandwagon...

k aniwaes lifes full of surprises jus gotta enjoy them as experience and move on..but there are always certain people whu can bring out smiles in me and with these people who needs anithin else...i am thankful for them and i dnt even wanna name them mite i jinx them if i do, in my heart they get my full blessings n prayers...

Aniwaes i wanna apologise to any1 i kinda forgot or not been contacting...i been jugglin two jobs, tryin to have a decent social life and occasionalli find some time to sleep too...its now onli starting and i have yet to find my bearings so gimme some time ya, i am doin my ns and workin as a mktg and finance manager for a transportation company(any1 need any transportation biz lemme know), and i have now findin the way to work and the rhytm and at present its hurtin my social life and my body, i am exhausted fall ill pretty often and end up irritated most of the time, i apologise if i i hurt any1 in any way yea.... forgive me its the season to be jolly people...